I'm officially in love with 'kanda naal mudhalai'.

a most wonderfullest song ((:

and like a few daysh back.
my grandmother sortof pleaded me into singing...
urm. I have lost quite a bit - who am I kidding -
I've lost all control over my voice.
very sad.

that was the first time I attempted proper singing
in the past 3 years.

well. the only 2 varnams I remembered fully were the first two...
my mother's reminiscence also reminded me of how...
I had officially wasted about $7000
over a span of abt 8/9 years of pattu classes.
and how I supposedly sound like her mother.
urm. this makes me ultra-guilty.

the last time I tried properly singing was
in sec 1 [I think].
for the aesthetics thing...
we were planning to sing vennilave...

I listened to myself during our recess practice...
and officially swore that I sucked.
I refused to sing that day. urm yeah.

actually yah. it was roughly about there...
when I gave up hopes of me singing properly...
and pattu class became a total
'mummy said I should go' thing from then onwards.

)):

yay.

[ok. urm. that was ultra out of place]

so as my mother suggested. [or like ordered]
I shall sing once in a while... [at home ONLY].
And no matter how awful it is. I shall try...

maybe then I can get a tad bit more controlled.
that'd be enough to make the spendings worth something...
and make my grandmother happy.

so great.
I now get to prove how much
I'm not cut out for this.
on a regular basis.

I liked the policy of not *attempting* singing.
and hence, never repeatedly reinstating my lousyness.

just great.
and...

THERE'S FINAL DESTINATION TODAY AT 11:30!!!!!!!!

AND FINAL DESTINATION MOVIE 3 IS COMING OUT!!!!!!!!

radhika.