happy lunar new year [to those who celebrate].
and boo hoo. 2 days gone [for the rest].

i've wasted 2 days doing no work.
but watching a whole lot of movies...
+ grey's anatomy
+ friends
and played a whole lot of piano.
learning until the last moment completely.
it's a beautiful song (:

and now. i'm gonna watch more movies.
and then probably watch amazing race.
and grammy's.

wonderful.

let's forget about chemistry. and physics.
and all the tests lined up.

(:

and people.
please do yourselves a favour.
and watch water.
you might come out a little less ignorant about our past.

especially if you're indian.
and especiallyespecially if you're brahmin.
it's disgusting.

women were. and still are
discriminated against. abused. and exploited.
[like in almost every other civilisation that existed/exists].
and the most depressing part is how ignorant women.
women themselves. believed all the lies.

believe it or not.
i've heard enough to say that some things.
might reflect things in my own family.
whether it be what the older generation went through.
or what some of the younger people.
like my parents.
have witnessed or heard.

it's. terrifying.

we are in a liberated era.
and thank god liberation occurred not a moment later.
but imagine.
it took thousands of years before this happened.
and even now.
we, women. are still not completely free.

i'm not a raging feminist.
but all i'm saying.
is open your eyes.
hypocrisy is all around.
even in the very society and culture i held in great esteem.

indians have a lot to be proud of.
but accepting that there are an equal number of things.
which we must be ashamed of. is difficult.
and realising the fact that we still have a long way to go.
is scary.

i realise this is incoherent.
and you might not have understood a thing.
just go watch water.
...